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salam wale kum
shaab nami rat he chale ao
jage jazbaat hei chale ao
dil tum hei de rha sdayei hei
pukara dil ne ab chaleao
aaj mosam bhi he bhiga bhiga
rat barsat kihe chaleao
de rha he tum he sadayei dil
ruoh tadhfi he tum chaleao
itna bhi dil jalana thik nhi
ham ko ab satana thik nhi
lagne laga he ye sama
tapta registan ab chale ao
qun khafa ho ham se o
sajankya khata ki he btaoto
mafi mangenge hath jod ke
ham akbar bas tum chale ao
bibbo ki yhi iltja he sbhi se
na hona mehboob se naraz kabhi
apnakhyal rkhna
allah hafiz
written and composed by
hameeda .a .jamshed
tumi boli sotha seen nahi samj thi hu love it is just a time pass
Kai badnamia’n hoti , kai ilzam sar jatey
Magar ae kash ham dono’n hamee’n dono pe mar jatey
Agar tum khab hotey to tumhe aankho’n mai rakkh letey
Na goya neend se phir jagtey hatta k marr jatey
Agar hum roshni hotey to phir ahsas ki lau se
Zamee’n ko chhorh detey mill k dono’n chand par jatey
Agar tum phool hotey to tumhari khushboo mein rehtey
Samandar ki tarah hotey to ham tum mai bikhar jatey
Hamarey khal-o-khadd kaise hain ye ab tak nahi dekha
Agar tum aaina hotey to hamm kitney sanwar jatey
Agar sooraj hi hotey to phir apni dhoop ki surat
Wajood-e-yaar ki dharti pe SHAHI hum bikhar jatey.
Poet:Yaseen Shahi
hazaron pool aisa tha
agar khilty to acha tha
tum ko hi hum na chaha
tumhi ko hum na chaha
tum hi milty to acha tha
tumhain pa kar dil ki
dunia main bahar a jati
sota hi agar sapna tere
daikta to acha tha
i dedicate this gazal for my love if you are see this gazal plzzzzz contact this number 03216558688
Hi ppl,
I’m Saj and I’m from the UK. My dad was born in British India and mum’s from Pakistan.
I want to learn Urdu, more specifically to flirt in Urdu. Any females that can offer their friendship and maybe help me improve my language of love?
Cheers,
kisskisskiss
Saj
hu55ain@yahoo.co.uk
m apni love story bhi is said pe dalna chata hun lakin mujh dalni nahi aati plz mujh koi batay kese dalte h meri I’d h samirdelhi32@yahoo.com
Plz halp me sameer
Sehra me bhatak kar, main tut chuka hun EHSAAS, Tapa rahi hai ret mujhe, main sukun ka aashiyana chahta hun..! Rula rula kar wajud ko apne, RUH ko bhi sharmshar kar diya, Is zindagi ke giraft se dur EHSAAS ek nayi zindagi chahta hun..! Kehan talaashun, kidhar jaaun dhundh chhaee hai
.I MISS YOU NOW AND FOR EVER .
I MISS YOU . WHEN YOU ARE FAR AWAY . I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY AND NIGHT . EVEN IF WE CAN NOT BE TOGETHER . I MISS YOU NOW AND FOR EVER.
I HAD LOVE YOU .
I WILL LOVE YOU .
MY WIFE
SHAGUFTA FAKHAR
SALAM MAIN APNI SACHI KAHANI LIKHNA CHATA HON PLZ CONT ME FAKHARBABA@HOTMAIL.COM
MERA PASS WAQAT BHAT KAM HAI PLZZZZZZZZZ
Dil mein dard hua hai,
pyar ke moti bikhra hai.
ikraar mein inkaar se,
rishton mein daraar se,
darta hai dil ab mera…
Kaee sawaalon mein
uljah hai dil mera..
Mohababt kia ha or is me dard kia ha ye tu wohi jaaney ya Allah Pak janey…..Mohababt ho jati ha or ye bhi kisi kisi ki kismat me hoti ha mohababt ka naam istamal ker ke dhokey tu bhaut ha per sachi mohababt kisi kisi ke daman me hoti ha
Asalamwolikom. Mera naam Sadiqullah Hai. Me ek Afghani ho. Me apni sachi love story share karna chata ho, lakin time na milne ki waja se abi nahi karsaka. me tu yahi kahoga ke agar zindagi me payar or mohabat nahi tu ye zindagi bilkul bekar hai. or Mohabat tu Qismat walo ki naseeb me hoti hai. mere love story ko 3 saal ho chuke hai abi tak anjam tak nahi ponchi. mere liye aap sab muslims dua karna ke me apni mohabat me kamiyab ho jao. ya ALLHA muje apni mohabat me kamyabi hasil farma. AMIN SOOM AMIN. ALLHA Hafiz
YEH MERI RUBEENA KE LIYE
SHER O SHAYERI
LOG KAHTE HAIN KE ZINDA RAHE TO MILTE RAHENGE
PAR HUM KAHTE HAIN KE
MILTE RAHENGE TO ZINDA RAHENGE
YEH MERI RUBEENA KE LIYE
USSE MILKE BICHADNA TO DASTUR HO GAYA
YAADAUN ME DIL MAJBUR HOGAYA
KASUR NA ISME KUCH USKA BHI
MERI CHAHATH HI ITNI THI KE USE QUD PAR GHURUR HOGAYA.
YEH MERI RUBEENA KE LIYE
SHER O SHAYERI
LOG KAHTE HAIN KE ZINDA RAHE TO MILTE RAHENGE
PAR HUM KAHTE HAIN KE
MILTE RAHENGE TO ZINDA RAHENGE
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YEH MERI RUBEENA KE LIYE
USSE MILKE BICHADNA TO DASTUR HO GAYA
YAADAUN ME DIL MAJBUR HOGAYA
KASUR NA ISME KUCH USKA BHI
MERI CHAHATH HI ITNI THI KE USE QUD PAR GHURUR HOGAYA.
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YEH MERI RUBEENA KE LIYE
THUKRA KE USNE MUJHSE KAHA K MUSKURAU
MAIN HANS DIYA!, AAKHIR SAWAAL USKI QUSHI KA THA.
MAINE KHOYA WOH JO MERA THA HI NAHIN,
PAR USNE KHOYA WOH JO SIRF USI KA THA.
RUBEENA MERA TAQALLUS HAI.
RUBEENA MERI KALPANA HAI.
RUBEENA MERI SOCH HAI
dekhye dosto mohabat to subhi ko hoti hai magar osko nibhate hai kuch aache log kabhi kisi ki feelings k sath mat khelo kyu na k ho sakhta hai k ap wo khel jeet jaye magar ye pakka hai k os insan ko hamesha k liye har jao ge so kabhi kisi ko mohobat k naam pe dhoka mat do plz kyu k tute huve dil ki pukar sidha khuda tak jati hai
our khuda ne farmaya hai ye kisi ka dil na todo our dosto kuch ladke,ladkiya mohobat k naam pe paisa aint te hai dekhye dosto shayad wo insan aapke liye sirf 1 timepass ho ya koi mazaq ho laikin shayad oske liye aap oski puri zindagi ho aaisa mat karo k os insan ko khud se our oski zindagi se nafrat hojaye mohabat khuda ki ek haseen niyamat hai to os niyamat ko sambhal kar rakhe.
bilkul sahi kaha ap ne arshiya
mujhe bi muhabbat hoi
my first love since 14 years earlier
aur aaj tak hai,aur humaisha rahe gi
mujhe muhabbat nei milli
bas apne parents k lie qurbaan kr dy
but 14 years ho gae hum dono ajj bhi muhabbat krte hen
muhabbat bhot dard detty hai
par aik baar hi hoti hai
so plz muhabbat ko mazaak mat samjhie
plz plz plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
please apne love story kaise bhejte hai,,batayey
My Love Story.
Assalam Alaikum.
I am from Hyderabad, India.
Mai ek ladki se bahot pyaar karta hoon. Itna pyaar ke shayad koi kisi se na kya ho. Din raat sote jagte chalte phirte sirf uski hi yaad aati hai. mai pahli baar jab use dekha tha mujhe achchi tarha yaad hai woh 5th september 2005 ka din tha. woh yellow colour ki saree me the aur mujhe bahot bha gaye the. aur mai ne usi waqt yeh faisla kiya ke agar meri shareek-e-hayaath koi banegi to sirf woh roshni hi hogi. haan uska naam roshni rakha tha mai. aur phir hum dono me bahot pyaar hogaya itna pyaar ke hum ek dusre ko nai dekhe to bechain hojate the. woh meri pasand ke kapde pahente the meri pasand ki choti dalte the aur mai ne ek baar kaha tha ke roshni aapki badi badi aankhoun me kajal bahot achcha lagta hai to meri roshni ne hamesha apni aankhaun me kaajal lagaya karte the. mai meri roshni se bahot pyaar karta hoon. roshni hi kya usse judi har cheez se bahot pyaar karta hoon. unki aankhaun se, unki awaaz se, unke baalaun se, unke chalne se, unke baithne se, unke uthne se, unke adaaun se, unke baataun se, unki basti se, unke shaher se, unki gali se, unke kaajal se, unke baalaun se mai bahot pyaar karta hoon. par hamari is jodi ko najane kis ki nazar laggai aur hum dono hamesha hamesha ke liye bichad gaye. par aaj bhi mai usse utna hi pyaar karta hoon. aur marte dam tak karta rahoonga. hum pure 2 saal tak milte rahe. par mera pyaar waisa nahin tha jo log aaj kal karte hain mai ne in 2 saalaun me unhe kabhi touch tak nahin kiya. aur woh bhi mujhe bahot chahate the. agar hum log ek din bhi ek dusre ko nahin dekhe to pareshaan hojate the. mai ne unpar kaayii sher o shayri likhi hai. meri zindagi ke woh haseen pal the jo mai ne un ke saath guzare hain. par woh mujhe chod kar chale gaye. kyon ke unke ghar walaun ko yeh paak muhabbath samajh me nahin aayi. par mai meri roshni ko is ka zimmedar nahin manta. woh to bahot bholi hai. bade dil waali hai. kisi ka bhi dil todna use har giz gawara na tha, phir ghar walaun ka dil kaise tod sakti thi. is liye mujhe chod diya. aur mai roshni ke is faisle ki izzath karta hoon because i love roshni’s decision. woh mere qilaaf hi kyon na ho par mai roshni ke faisle ki izzath karta hoon. mai aaj bhi yehi dua karta hoon ke roshni ki ek jhalak dekhloon par aisa nahin hua aaj pure 4 saal hogaye mai ne roshni ko nahin dekha. laikin uski yaad mere dil me kam nahin hui mai aaj bhi use utna hi yaad karta hoon jitna pahle karta tha. uska hansta hua chahra aaj bhi mere aankhaun ke saamne hai. kabhi kabhi mai apne dil ko yeh bolkar samjhata hoon ke shayad mai hi uske layeq nahin hoon. . Laikin mai Allah se dua karta hoon ke Ae Allah tu ne meri qismath me roshni ka saath is duniya me nahin rakha par jannath me hum dono ko ek saath rakhna. mai us pal ka intezaar karunga jab jannath me hum dono ek saath rahenge.
“Hichkiyoun se ek baath ka ehsaas to zaroor hota hai
ke koi hamein yaad to karta hai
beshak milne naa aaye humse
par chand lamhe hum par barbad to karta hai”
I Love You Roshni. Roshni zindagi me hamesha yaad rakhna ke tumhara ek chahane wala hai jo kabhi bhi tumhare liye hanste hanste apni jaan de sakta hai aur yeh bhi nahin puchunga ke tum ne meri jaan kyon maangi infact mai to apne aap ko qush kismath samjhunga ke tum se phir mulaaqaath hogayi phir woh mera din meri zindagi ka aakhri din hi kyon na ho.
Allah Hafez
Mere liye aap sab dua karein ke meri roshni mujhe mil jaye
Mujhe chod kar usne kaha muskurao
Mai Hansdiya
Aakhir sawaal uski qushi ka tha
par mai ne khoya woh jo mera tha hi nahin
par usni woh khoya jo sirf usi ka tha
Email Id : alikhan9226@gmail.com
Roshan you are too good.
Aisi muhabbath karne wale se mai zaroor milna Chahunga aur milkar 100 salaam karunga.
please give me your address and phone number. aur bahot bad naseeb hai woh jo aap ko chod kar chale gai. aisa muhabbath karne wala to qismath walaun ko milta hai.
Phir bhi yaar mai dua karunga ke Allah tum dono ko jald se jald milade.
Aisi daastanein to films me batate hain. par haqeeqath mein bhi dekh kar achcha mahsoos horaha hai.
Insha Allah Hum zaroor milenge.
Allah Hafez
arshiya you r genious…..
guyz main kisi se bht pyaaar karti hun aur vo bhi lkn abhi meri age just 15 hai mjhe dar lgta hai k theek tym aane tk kahin ham dooor na ho jaein i want ur helpppppp plzzzzz !!!!!!! and i also want ur advices
GREAT POST! ego for real covered admissible the bases. Thank he for cutting.
Well, Rimzal you should to pay attention to your studies ok. i don,t think it is what you think it is just because you growing up. mostly people when enter in teenage they take attraction also as love.
yar kafi achi website hy but zindagi me kbhui mobail par dosti nahi karnai chahiye
salam..meri story bhi achi hy mgr shayad ab mujhy zindagi me kbhi kisi sy pyar nahi ho meri mobail pr 1 boy sy dosti hoi us ki awaz bohot achi thi me ux sy roz bat karti thi ghr walon sy chup kar but 1 day usny mujhy milny k ley bolwaya phely to me nahi mani mgr usny bohot israr kia wo mery coaching k pas a k khara ho gaya jb meny us sy 1st tym dekha to meri chek nikalty nikalty rhe gai wo 1 66 saal k old men tha jb k usny mujhy cell par apni age 24 batai thi ab batean me kia karon mujhy us sy sch me mohbbt hogai thi.. ab me zinda nahi hon me jaha sy mail kar rahi hon bx aap samjh jaen q k schi mohbbt kbhi nahi marti:P
Jalte hai andheri raat mein diye jab
Tadaptein hain hum unki yaad mien
Sochte hai kaash humari bhi kismat hoti
Kuch aisi ki hum bhi saari raat sirf karwat badalte
Love Is Bloody Sewer………Love Is Dosen,t Exist In World Love Is Just sewer…..nuisance
koi hamse poochhe unke lams ka jayka,
maine unko nai titli ko chhua ho jaise.
ik inkaar k lamhe se bagawat nikli,
aur sadiyo ka bharam toot gaya jaise…
نکلو توکبھی شب سے اجالے بھی بہت ہیں دکھ بھی ہیں مگر بانٹنے والے بھی بہت ہیں شاہی وہ نہیں ہیں تو رہیں قید میں ہم کیوں در کھول کے رکھنے کے حوالے بھی بہت ہیں ******************* Niklo to kabhi shab se ujalay bhi bohat
hain Dukh bhi hain magar bantnay walay bhi bohat hain Shahi wo nahi hain to rahe’n qaid mein hum kyun
Dar khol k rakhnay k hawalay bhi bohat hain.
By:Yaseen Shahi Yaseen Shahi
hello , frnds, mai ek middel classs family ka ladka hoon, mujhe par suru se meri family ki responcility thi, maine apne school life , or colege life mai aaj tak kabhi kisis ladki se baat nahi ki or na hi kisi ladki k liye koi khayal aaya, lekin jab meri graduation complete hone k baad maine , aapne future life {profession } k liye ek institute join kiya , maine isse pahle aaj tak kabhi koi institute join nahi kiya tha or jo maine institute join kiya uske liye bhi mai bhut surprise tha kyu ki main kisi kaam ko karne se pahle bhut sochta tha, lekin iss intitute ko join karne mai maine 5 minut bhi nahi lagaye , or fhir maine apni institute claas ko continoue kiya , meri institute mai uss samay 6 ladkiya thi , maie 4 mahine tak kisi ladki ko dekha hi nahi tha, lekin ek din maine ek ladki ki aankho main dekha ,mujhe pata nahi kya hua ,uski aakho mai kuch suchhai thi aisa lag raha tha ki wo aankhe kuch kahna chati hai , dhire dhire mujhe uss ladki se pyar ho kya , lekin maine aaj tak kisi ladki se baat tak nahi ki thi toh main apne pyar ka ijhaar kaise karta , maine yeh baat apne ek dost ko batai , toh usne mujhe kha agar aap pyar karte ho toh bol do , lekin main darta tha ki wo ladki mere baare main kya sochegi kyuki wo ladki bhi bahut seedhi , or maasoom thi, lekin tab bhi main pahli baar usse baat ki , dhire dhire ,apni dosti badai , lekin ab bhi main apne pyar ka ijhaar karne se darta tha maine 1 mahine tak roj kosis karta or sochta ki aaj toh pakka bol hi dunga, lekin mere main himmat nahi thi phir mere dost ne mujhe kaha ki agar tum nahi bologe toh koi or bol dega, or tum darr kyu rahe ho kyuki tum usse sachha pyar karte ho , phir mane soch hi liya ki agle din main bol hi dunga, toh agle din main institute jaldi aa gya , or uska intzaar karne laga, phir wo aayi , toh maine usse kaha ki main aapse kuch khana chata hoon, unho ne bola boliye kya kahna chate ho , toh maine kha saayad aap bura mano lekin unhone kha ki aap boliye , phir maine sidhe hi usse kha diya ki HAM AAPSE BHUT PYAR KARTE HO , toh unho ne kha ki pyar kuch nahi hota yeh ek tarah ka phisical attaraction hota hai , lekin maine usse bata diya ki maine aapke sarir se pyar nahi kiya maine aapki aatma se pyar kiya kyuki aapme kuch suchha hai , or maine apne dil ki baat kah kar aa gya maine uss samay usse koi jawab nahi maanga , or maine yeh bhi poochaki agar aapki life main agar koi ho toh hame bata do , lekin unhone kha ki meri life main or koi nahi hai, lekin 4 din tak maine usse apne pyar ka jawab nahi maanga , toh maire frnd ne kha ki ek baar unse poocho ki wo kya sochte hai, toh maine unko raat ko mas kiya ki apko maine kuch din pahle kuch kha tha or pooch ki kya aap hamse pyar karte ho , or unse call karne k liye kaha toh raat ko 10 baje unka calla aaya lekin baat nahi ho paayi or unka phone dissconnet ho gya th maine socha ki saayad unhe bura laga hoga or saayad wo hamse pyar nahi karte , toh maine unko ek msg likha ki agar aap hamse pyar karte ho toh mujhe raat ko phone karna , or maine poori raat aapke call ka wait karunga . lekin unki caal nahi aayi maine uss din poori raat unki caal ka wait kiya , lekin subah unka phone aaya or hamne unse karan poochaki aapne raat ko phone kyu dissconnet kiya toh unhonee kha ki unke papa ji aa gaye the, or wo issi wajah se poori raat hamse baat nahi kar paaye, phir hamne unse poocha ki kya aap hamse pyar karte ho toh unhone kha ki haan ham aapse bhut pyar karte hai, uss dinn mujhe aisa laga ki mujhe saari khushiya mill gayi , dhere dhire hamara pyar or bada , iss doran maine unki baare mai bhut galat baatain bhi suni ki pahel koi ladka unki life main tha lekin unho ne mana kiya ki aisa kuch bhi nahi lekin mujhe unn par wishwaas tha wo sachhe the or kuch hi dinn baat mujhe pata chala ki wo baat galata hai , or kuch hi din bata unho ne apni mummy ji se kah diya ki wo hamse pyar karte hai , or unki mummy ji raaji ho gayi lekin yeh mujhe baat mai pata chala ki unho ne apni mummy ji ko bol diya hai , phir abb meri baari thi ki mai apne mummy ji ko bolu , phir maine kosis karke apni mummy ji ko kaha lekin meri mummy ji ne mana kar diya , or unhone kha ki wo under cast hai or tumhari marige nahi ho sakti , kyu ki mai ek rajput hoon , or wo sunar hai , uss din aisa laga ki jeevamn mai kuch bhi nahi bacha mai kyu ji raha hoon, main uss din poore din rota raha, mujhe uss din pata chala ki pyar karna asan hai lekin pyar mai kitni muskile aati hai yeh mujhe pata chala , mujhe ehsaas hua ki such mai pyar hota hai yeh baat main aapne jaanu ko batai toh wo bhi poore din rote rahe , lekin unho ne kha ki jo hoga achha hi hoga, issi tarah samay ne kai baar hame alag karne ki kosis kari lekin ham alag nahi hua, kuch dino baat unke liya ek rista aaya , wo rista iss had tak pahuch gyatha ki unki saadi pakki hone wali thi lekin tabhi achanak pata nah ikya hua ki unki taraf ladko waalo ne sadi k leye mana kar diya or iska reason poocha toh unhone bola ki ladki bhut simpal hai , lekin uss din mujhe laga ki saayad ham ek dushre k liye hi bane hai ,iss dorana aisa koi bhi dinn nahi hata tha jis din mai roya naa hoon, phir kuch dino baad mere liye ek rista aaya or pata nahi kis reason se wo bhi mana ho gya , lekin hamara pyar chalta raha ham ek dushre par poora wishwas karte the or karte hai , hamne aapna future time par chod diya lekin mere dil se ek awaj hamesha aatih thi hai ham ek dushre k liye hi bane hai , phir kuch dino baat unke liye phir ek ladke ka rista aaya , wo bhi iss had tak gay ki baat pakki bhi ho gai lekin wo phir se baat bani nahi , toh mujhe laga ki ab toh pakak bhagwana hamare saath hai ,DOSTO MAI AAPKO EK BAAT BATANA CHATA HOON KI MAINE AAJ TAK USSE KABHI TOUCH TAK NAHI KIYA BAAKI KUCH KARNE KI BAAT TOH ALAG HAI , lekin issi tarah hamara pyar chalta raha phir hamara pyar or pakka hota raha , hamare beech kai baar aise mode aaye ki kai logo ne hame alag karne ki kosis ki lekin ham alag nah ho paaye, DOSTO AAPKO EK BAAT BATANA CHATA HOON KI MERI JAANU MERA PAHLA OR AAKHARI PYAR HAI , phir kuch dino bata unke liye ek rista or aaya or wo rista pakka ho gaya or wo uss din bhut rooye unho ne kaha ki sayad ham ek nahi ho paayenge , or sayad yahi tak hamara saath tha lekin maine unhe samjha jaya ki abhi toh kevel rista hi hua hai , saadi nahi hua aabhi abhi se mera saath chodna chate ho , toh unhone rote rote kah ki main aapka saatha kabhi bhi nahi chodungi , or main kevel aapki hoon , meri jaanu ki ek adat thi ki aatak unke liye jitne bhi rista aaye unho ne kabhi bhi kisi k liye haan bhi nahikahi or na bhi nahi , sab decision apne parents par chod dete the , kyuki ki bhut achaae the , maine kai baar unhe kaha ki ham court marrige karte hai lekin wo kahte hai ki ek riste ko jodne k liya kai riste nahi todne chahiye , lekin unhe mujhe par poora wishwaass tha ki mai kevel unka hoon , aaj 14-11-2011 taarikh hai or unki saadi 15-01-2012 ko hai , lekin wo bhut rote hai , ki pata nah ikya hoga, wo kahte hai ki hamari aatama ek hai or ek hi rahegi , sarir ka kya , or hamne ab sabkuch bhagwan par chod diya hai , agar wo hame milana chata hai toh wo milayega bhi , wo galat steop uthane k liye mana karte hai , ab hamne sab kuch bhagwaan par chod diya hai , DOSOTO MAI AAP KO EK BAAR KAHNA CHATA HOON KI PYAR KO KABHI BHI MAJAK MAI MAT LENA , OR AAPSE EK REQUEST KARTA HOON KI JO INSAAN AGAR SACHHE DIL SE BHAGWAN SE KUCH MAANGE TOH BHAGWAN USSE JARUR POORA KARTA HAI < SO PLZ AAP SABHI APNE GOD SE HAMARE LIYE PRAY JARUR KARNA KYU KI ABHI PATA NAHI KYA HOGA , mujhe nahi pata ki aap log mere baare main kya sochte ho , lein agar aap chate hi ki pyar karne wale mil jaye toh plz uparwale se hamre liye pray jaroor karna , or mai sabhi dosto ko thanks kahta ho , agar koi pyar kare toh wo kabhi juda naa hoye , ok dosto ab mai smay ka wait kar raha hoon ki dekhte hai ki kya hoga, ok dosto mai chalta hoon, lekin aapko bataunga jaroor jo bhi meri life mai hoga , ok dosto , god bles u , and HAPPY NEW YEAR , and more blessing for all lovers
ROSHAN BHAI , AAPKI STORY NE MUJHE BHURT rulaya hai kyuki jo aapki stary wahi meri stary hai lekin abhi tak kuch galat nahi hua hamare saath , mai bhut darta hoon dost mujhe bataia mai kya karu
Tere intezaar..meh yeh nazreeh jhuki hai,
tere cehree kii jhalak koh paneeh ke caah jagee hai..
na janu tera naam na…tera .pata ..
par dil meh anjanii seeh behchaini jagee hai…
dil to diya hai jaan bi de doh jaan e mann apna jahan de doh
dil to diya hai jaan bi de doh jaan e mann apna jahan de doh.umeed hai ke pyAr tum hai bi hai humari tera intzar tummain bi hai.
mere dil ka ehsas ho tum.kasam se mere zindigi ki pyaas ho tum.
hi all frnd ,tell me waht is love mujy apnilife me kisi say love he nai huwa is bad.mujhy nai pata piyar me kia feeling hoti ha ,me pehly cahti thi k he koi to piayr kerny wala magr aj kal har jaga sub time pass kerty ha .koi sencer ho ke love nai kerta .aj kal lerko ki bus yahi demand hoti ha ke bahr milo.magr menay asi galti aj tak nai ki.Q ke mera ak problam ha me apny father ko dohka nai dea sakti.but ak problam ab ha ke ak larka mujhy like kerta tha ya ha .but me nay usy buri tarha ignor kai .wo achi family ka tha achi job,sub kuch magr wo problam mujhy say pehly milo ta ke me tumhy achi tarha samjh lo ? what is mean ? mujhy kisi say piyar Q kisi say piyar q nai hota is ka mujhy abi ba samjh nai ati
mera koi ba j tak boyfrnd nai ban saka:) is ki waja me kuhd ba nai janti.
~*TERI YAADAIN*~
True Love Story.
Uss ke aakhri alfaaz aaj bi mery kaano mai goonjy hen, uss ne aakhri baar jab mai usy chor ker jaa raha tha toh uss ne mujhe pukara or yai kaha,
“Waqar!!
Yai toh bataty jao ke aakhir mera kasoor kiya tha..!!??
Salams, Mera name Waqar Baloch hy. 22 years old & Im 4rm interior sindh sukhe se takreeban 150 k.m door mera vilg he. Yai meri real life story hai meri aap beeti..!!
Muje ager batti ki khushboo bohat achi lagti he kyok me soog manata hun apni masoom mohabbat ka. .
Her insan apni umer main eik martba sacha piyer zaroor kerta hy, kyunk Dil sirf dharne ke lie nahy hota,Dill , kab kahan kiss wakat apne andarr kisi oor ki bitha le pata nhe chalta, khaber nahy hooti…!!
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Shayd me piyer ke laaiq tha he nahe, tabi toh nakaam hua. Kher muje ek girl se bachapn se bohat piyer tha her nam was Dua baloch. Ham saath pale barhe, khele koody her kaam her ikathy kia, bachpan ke din sath me bitaaye or jawani ki dehleez ek saath daikhi. Muje nhe pata tha bachpan ke dost se muje utna piyer ho jea ga, or uss ka itna barra aashq hojaaun ga…!!
Menny jab se hosh sambhala, Ussi larki ko piyer kia , jab bi chaha usi ki chahat ki jab bhi manga her ek dua main ussi ko manga,, koi sapna buna to uss khuawb ki tabeer ko ussi ek main talaash kia…!!
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jab bhi daikha ussi ki soorat nazer aai matlab ishq ki intha or payer ki her had se barh ker diwangi ki tarha ussi ko chaha…!!
zindagi sari ussi pe waar di 15 saal…….!!!!!!!
Yahan ek baat batta dun ke, Uss ka village alg tha, mera algg. Voh P.M.L(F) me the, or ham loog PPP mai village tha sare faisly wadeery kerty thy. Mager hamen yakin tha ke hamaraa piyer dono villages ko ek martba fir ikatha ker dy ga Qk ham log family riawal nahe balk political raiwal thy, hen or shayd hamesha raheen..!!
Me ne Bba mukamal ker dia or Mba ke soch raha tha. Basically me ek rude ukhraa hua jazbaati gussela or jhagraalo type larka tha, lambe baal halki daarhi okaab ki tahra aankhain jo bi daikhta pata nhe kiyon katraa sa jaata, mai esa nhe tha bachpan se jawanni tak school college or university me pata nhe kithny jhagre kie the, zarra gussa aaya pakraa or maara. Chahe voh koi kitna barra aadmi he kiyun na ho mger beparwaah rahta tha, shayd strong family background tha Qk mere baba sain uncle vager bohat barry land lord hen, hamara village ek mazboot qilla samjha jaata he vessy bi hamaara Qabilla matlab Chandio Baloch sindh ke sardar hen . kher me ny kafi martba Dua ke bhauyo uncles ko bi bohat mara tha. Qk me samjhta tha dua mere saath he muhy koch nahe hoga. Jesa ke Log bi kehte hen her kamyaab aadmi ke peechay kissi orat ka haath hoota hy..!!??
Han hota he kia…!??
Me ny life her exam mai kheel mai top kia, mai yahi manta tha bachpan se hi ke,
“I have The Power & I Can Creat My Destiny Own”
Mai yahi manta tha ke “kuch bi na-mumkin nhe”!!
Mai galat tha na…!!??
Han me galat he tha, shayd…!!
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2006 mai mobile phone aaya toh jaisy her di hamari eid ho gai, Ham her waqat sms cheat mobile pe batt kerty rehty thy, internet cheating mms chup chup ker milna vagera zindgi kia hoti he kissy kehty hen mai unn dinoon aasman per orr raha tha, vessy bi piyer ager saath mai ho toh usss jesi kio khoshi nhe hooti. Kher din esy guzer rahe the. Mainy dua ke rishty ki baat suni, ke uss ka koi relative hai Karachi bank mai kaam kerta hy. Meny jabb pocha toh dua tell ke galat he mai tumhari hun bass tumhari, marr jaungi mager kissi orr ki nahe hoongi..!!
Esy hi dinn guzerny lage, dua ne milna kam ker dia ke ammi ko shakk ho gaya he, uss ke baad baat bi sms cheat bi aahsta aahsta kamm kamm ker di uss ke baad mobile pe baat bi thori kerny lagi, me bi paagal yai nahe samjh paaya ke voh khod ko sameet ker waapsi ka raasta banaa rahi he.
Ek waqat essa aaya ke dua ke number bund rehy laga kehti ke ammi ki vajha se, fir number permrnent off.
Uss ka couzen tha Arman Baloch voh bachpan se mere sath tha kehta tha samjhata tha ke larki kr chaker mau matt paro yai tumhare laaiq nhe matlabi he tumhen istimaal ker rahi he uss ne number change ker dia he tumhain dai nhe rahi, game khel rahi ha imager mai du ape andha etmaad kerta tha. Arman ki batt pe koi dhiyan nhe daita or ager dost nhe hota toh shayed us ka hasher bura kr daita. Mger frend tha bardasht kerna parta he.
Hamara raabta khatam ho gaya. Arman ki girl frend thi Sana Baloch. Dua Sana or Arman aapas me sage couzans the. Sana mujhe samjhti ke bhai ap apne qadam rook lo Dua ap ke laaiq nhe. Khoobsorat he mega rap ke saath kheel khel rahi hai. Lekin mai samjhta tha ke Dua ke husun or hamary piyer se her koi jalta he. Dua kabi kabi sana ke cell se batt kerti ya sans kerva daiti. Me ek junooni kissm ka insaan tha, haalat ajeeb ho gae the mery dua ke siva..
Mager ussy shayed parwaah nhe thi apne shadi ki planning bage shaher ke sapne aazadi ke khowb bunn rahi thi.
2011 wala ramzaan me meny Dua ki enagement ki baat suni, 3 din ke baad dua ne fon kia or kaha ke esi koi batt nhe jhoot hy tumhare siva mai udaas hun pareshaan hun beemar parr gai hun mgar himaat matt haarna im wth you. Or fir raabta khatam hogaya.
Mai tab balochistan gaya hua tha, jab wapass aaya toh,
Baarat daikh ker mai bohat khosh or khod ki shadi dua ke sath ke lie duaen mangny laga.
Lekin mujhe kia pata tha ke mere sat hiss tarha bi hoga..!!
Mujh pe jausy sakta taari ho gaya tha…
Dua…..!!
jo kahti thi meri zindagi tum se hai, meri bandagi tum se hai meri khushyaan mera piyer mery do jahan tum se hain tum ho to me hun tum nahy to main bhi nahy…!!
Voh baarat mai dolhan bani ja rahi thi or itna khosh ke uss ne mujhe daikha tak nahe or nazer andaaz ker kia jese mujhe jaanti tak na ho….!!
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Uss azeem shaksiyat jiss ne itny dawe kie kasmain khaaen wady kie mujh se poocha tak nahe mujhe bataya tak nhe or………..”mujhe uss nai choor dia”
mager koi iss atrha kesy choor sakta hai peeroon tally zamen kesy nikalti hai ye soochta tha orr uss se poochta tha tab vo khamoosh hooti thi mager uss ne ker dikhaya or mujhe bata dia mery peron tale zameeen kheench ker…!!
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Main aaj tak ye baat samajh nahe paya ke koi iss tarha kesy ker sakta hai, koi itna pather dil kesy ho sakta bachpan se sath kheelay paley barhey parhaai ki taangey pe matric ki mobile per din raat sms cheat ghantoon bateen kerna chuo chuo ker milna, voh baateen vo mulakaateeen vo hamara roothna manana, nae gher ke sapny bun’na agey ke khawab daikhna, vo sab kuch kia tha..??
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Main ussy her baar kaha kerta tha ke “PIYER KA MATLAB SIRF HAASIL KERNA NAHY HOOTA” mager iss baat se voh chir jaati or akser roo parti siskiyaan bharty hue kehti daikh leena main tumhain haasil ker ky rahoon gi, tuhmhain apna bana loon go sirf mera buss mera or kisis oor ki nahe samjhe…!
Apno ke sath koi iss tarha bhi kerta hai kia??
13 april 2010 ko dua ki shadi ho gai…!!
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Meri zindagi veeran hogai pareshan si..!!
Lekin mai rooya nhe tarpana jitna mukader mea tha mai tarap chukh, ab ihave to change…!!
Mai change ho gaya, AR chandio ban gaya, shalwar qamees ki jaga, pent shart tie soot boot, lambe lambe baal ki jaga choote choote burger type baal. Clean shave chain dhage karry, koi bi nhe pehchaan pata ke mai hi maazi wala waqar baloch tha..!!
Mai ek maqsad le ker Karachi chala gaya, Dua ke dad ek bank mai kaam kerty the main e bi ussi bank head quarter mai job le li, computer expertness leta gaya or 3 mahena mai yani june jully august tak dua ke dad ki pori information leker accounts loans creadtts policies sab kuch her ek cheez, meny ghapla kia or sarra amount barri hoshyaari ke saath dua ke dad ke account mai rafta rafta daalta gaya or kafi amount dall ker resine dy di. Kuch arsa baad inquiry hoi dua ke dad ki job gai pention gai loans ki vajja se un ki car or zamin bank ne zapt ker di.
Sab kuch unn ka qarazz me doob gaya, aaj kall voh bank ki jaga ek show room mai mecedies nhe balky tooti phooti byke pe jaaty hen…!!
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Uss ke baad mene ussi area mai gher lia jahan dua rehti thi, uss per 24 hours ki nazer rakhne laga, sari information lekar men eek full proof plan bana lia, us ski frend ko patta lia, orr iss tarha in directly uss keg her me dakhil ho gaya..
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Jab paisa saath hota he toh raasty khod manzil bann jaate hen, me dua ke sauraal ko poori tarha samjh gaya un ka gher mahool rehna kerna vagera vagera, us ski ek saans thi ek shoher, 2 nanand or 3 noker ek driver nokeraniyan or driver jald he mere rang ma agye.
Sheesha kitna naazuk hoota hy lekin jabb toot’ta he toh ek khaternaak hathyaar bann jaata he..!!
Idher mera ek dost tha Hashmat khosa, bohat cute hamdsome smart or dashing moke moke se us ski dua ke saath aamna saamna karata rehta tha or hidden pics recording kerta rehtam odher nookraaniyaan rafta rafta us ski saans ke ander dua ke khilaaf zaher bharti jaati..
Driver rafta rafta hashmat or dua ke lie thora thora dua ke hubi ke kaan bharta, jiss ka naam Nazeer Ahmed tha..!!
Saans bahoo nannd ke jhagryy hoony lage, gher jahanoom ho gaya, dua inn sabb ke beech hashmat ke saath dil ki baten share kerti uss pe aitbaar kerny lagi..!!
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Waqat chata gaya, dua ki shadi ko ek saal ho gaya, 13 april 2011 dua or nazir dinner ker rahe the ke hashmat bi aagya, dua se mila nazeer se mila tab nazeer samjh gaya ke asal fassad walla hashmat yahe he..!!
Nazeer ne ek oor number se hashmat ko try kia, or jaan’ny laga ke dua ke oor uss ke beech hy kia, hashmatt ne yai baat dua ko batta ki or emotional ker dia ke tumhrar shoher yai ghatya harkat kerta hy vagera vagera..!!
Or hashmatt chala gaya, dubai..!!
Raat ko jam ker laraai hoi, du ape nazeer ne hath othaya, dua rooth ker gher sukher chali aaya. Or uss ke baad mene dua or hashmatt ki pics videos nazir ko bheej din..!!
27 december 2011 ko Dua ko nazir ne tallak dy di..!!
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Dua ka talaak naama mere haath me tha, mene mera maksad haasil ker lia dua ko barrbaad ker dia uss raat mujhe chain se neend aaye..!!
Jiss insaan ki mene pooja ki, us ski barbaadi ka saaman mere haath mai tha..!!
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Sana se thrown jabb mai dua se naye look mai mila uss ne tabb jake mujhe pehchanna, kher main e faatihaana andaaz mai usse uss ka tallak naama diya or pori baat batta di ke kiss tarha uss ke bachpann ke aashiq ne uss se kesy or kiss trha or kin ki madad se intakaam liya…!!
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Tab du any rooka or kaha, ke uss ne mere saath sirf village ke wadeery ke or uss ke dad darr sr kiya tha, kiyon ke us ski ammi ny ussy bohat maara, tang kita mger uss ne shadi ke lie haan nahe ki. Dua ne apni kalaai dikhaai jo kaatii hoai thi uss ne socide ki koshish kit hi mger bach gai tab buss ka dad hamari shadi pe raazi ho gaya mager village ke wadery ne kaha k eager yai shadi hoi toh voh dua ke dad uss ke bhai or Waqar ko marwa dy ga. Tumhen batati tab tum pata nahe kiya ker daity ager shadi ken he maanti toh gaaun waaly patta nahe kiya ker baithty. Tab majboor hoker yai sab kiya…………!!!!!!!!!
Uss ke aakhri alfaaz aaj bi mery kaano mai goonjy hen, uss ne aakhri baar jab mai usy chor ker jaa raha tha toh uss ne mujhe pukara or yai kaha,
“Waqar!!
Yai toh bataty jao ke aakhir mera kasoor kiya tha..!!??
Yai meny kia ker diya…!!
1st janvery ko meri dubai flight hai mai bi dubai ja raha hon, Qk muje pata he uss village ki girl voh bi tallak yafifa se shadi kit oh mere gher waloon ke lie hamary khandan waloon ki taraf se mushkilaat paida ho sakti hen…!!
lekin mai sochta hon
Kiss ka qasoor tha fir mera, mohabbat ka,
Iss sab mai dua ka kiya kasoor tha!!??
Mera..!!?? qk yai sab mene kiya tha??
Dua ka..!!?? voh mujhe pehly batta daiti toh aaj yai sab nahe hoota..
Ya fir hamary mua’shry ka…!!??!!
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