Don’t know it was love for someone or ????
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My name is Isha. From Pakistan. Was born in USA but my parents are pakistani. I am the only child and by the grace of god, I have everything I need in my life. I belong to pretty wealthy family. Dad is business man and uncles and aunts are really nice and all are in diffrents states and countries. Only One uncle is in Pakistan and after his wedding, he is gonna movein USA too…….. I wanted to share my little love story. Please reply to me. First of all I can understand urdu a litle but not a good urdu speaker.
I have 2 best friends, Samantha(she is Indian) and Mathew(He is pakistani too but was born here) our families know eachother since my parents moved to USA. Today I am 21 years old. Mathew went on his training on January 08, 2007. It was very difficult for me. I was calling Samantha and everytime we had a talk, Mathew was in that talk. It was weird that Samantha told me that Mathew likes me and I know his family always liked me and askedmy parents if Isha says yes, we would like our son to marry her but I never thought of that. Mathew never said anything to me but I don’t know what was in his mind. He knew my likes, dislikes and evrything and of course he was my childhood/best friend. we grew up togather.
Samantha met a guy by the name Chris nad he was french. He was from france and they got married in May 2008. Mathew cam back from his training and never went back in April 2008. I was so excited to tell him a very important thing. In mid march, my cousin, who is in Austria, emailed me a website to make some online friends. I was checking the site that I met a guy by the name KHURRAM. He said he is from pakistan and is still living there. We became friends and I don’t know when I was fallen in love with him and we start chating on yahoo messanger, which I never used before but we gave eachother our person emails and starts chating and writing eachother. After some time, he asked me for my picture and my cell number. I was kind of worried but I just didn’t think and gave him my cell number and we start talking on the phone Aand the big mistake that I sent my picture to him too! I was so happy and I told my dad about him. My dad has a problem that he never say “NO”to me. May be I was his only child. He really treats me like a little girl but I am a grown up!
Just so you know that I am still a very obient child to my parents. Although I have pakistani blood in me.
Living in USA was not a big deal but Khurram made it a huge deal. And a huge problem was taking place that Mathew is my boy friend, which I tried to explain it to Khurram but then I figured it out that he was just wasting time with me. He was flirting and I have no words to say, what he thought of Mattew.
When Mathew cam back, I told him about Khurram and I could see that he was not so happy. It made me so angry that I am talking and he was just pretending that he is happy for me but things changed and Khurram said that there is Loadshedding problem in pakistan and then………………….
It is so difficult for me to say but after a week he wrote me a sweetest email. I was happy and I believed him and trusted him.
My youngest uncle got married on August 25, 2008 and all the family went to pakistan. we all cousins were so excited and happy to visit the new place becasue that was out first visit to pakistan. I am still in pakistan and it was so much fun shopping and stuff is cheaper thenin usa.
Well, I wrote many emails to Khurram and left messages but no reply, Now what would I think! What would I feel about Khurram! Just Nothing!!! He asked me about my flight info and I told him that I will be arriving at the Lahore Airport on August 22, 2008. Wow.. I was very excited and was telling my uncle to look for him too so,.. we can meet eachother. I was really scared to come to pakistan because there is a lot of political stuff going on. and I am safe and fine at my uncle’s place.
My dad has always taught me that I should be very patient and should give respect to every single person on the planet.
I don’t know Khurram was my love or what? I am 75% sure that Khurram will never contact me again. If he really loves me then maybe I have 25% chances. I don’t know! I haven’t heard anything from him. This probaby is my last visit to pakistan.
MY STORY TAKES ANOTHER BIG CURVE:
we came to visit my grandparents in some villiage! I have no grandparents! They past away 6 years ago.
All of us(my cousin and me) were wearing jeans! Peope were really nice. There was a guy by the name Atif, who’s dad bought my grandparents house, couple years ago. Really good looking. He tookmy cousin to a farm type thing. I stayed home with me parents and uncles and aunts. Becasue I got sunburn. After I believe 20-30 minutes, he came back and asked me why I was not withmy cousin and I told him I got sunburn and I walked away. Also, he was laughing at my urdu. I asked him what he do and he said he is going to college and studing some thing. Everyone gathered and had diinner and that family was really nice people. They made our beds and the beds were called “charpai”. Couldn’t sleep but in the morning we woke up, got ready for another trip to village.my parents and all other members of the family wanted to walk around and the family we were staying with was with us. My dad any uncles were keep telling us not to go anywhere with anyone stranger and my 2 cousins did the same thing. Actually I only have 9 cousin(4 girls and 5 boys)! They were walking away with Atif’s sisters. Everything went great and a crazy dog just was running after me andmy cousin . We were shouting and running as fast as we could. I broke my anckle, when we were runing. My dad yelled at me, when he found out what happened in the evening! Atif was with us and he took us to the doctor, which was 19 minutes far from his town/village. We went home late in the evening.My cousin Sadaf and me were just behind Atif, when we walked in and my dad was just freaked out, when he saw my foot. My mom was not there becasue she went to see her old friends. Second day, Just couldn’t sleep becasue of pain and I saw Atif was up too! I saw him looking at me and I pretented that I was asleep. I opened my eyes and called his name. He came and I asked him why he is still awake, it is 1am at night. He didn’t say anything and saidto me that it was his fault that he left us for sometime to get something and was so sorry. But it was not his fault. I told him, I have 3 dogs and they are really nice dogs. and the dog who was running after was was ugly and crazy! He had a smile on his face and then we were talking until 2am and Then I went to sleep. I woke up late the next day aroung 10am and every except my dad and Atif had their breakfast. I always eat breakfast with my dad, if I am with him. So,.. I woke up, washed my face, brush my teeth and had a heavy breakfast. I was not able to walk so, I stayed home and I got a call from Mathew, my best friend. I was in my pajama’s and my dad asked atif’s dad if we can arrange something, where I can find a place to sit and somthing. Atif said to my dad, He had a cycle, he can ride and I can sit with him. My dad was not so confortable with that but after some while he said okay. Just make sure, that Isha (Me) don’t make YOU(ATIF) go anywhere, she want but my dad was with us all the time.
My cousin Sadaf said to me Isha I think Atif likes you. Bcoz he is always around you and did you see how is so worried about you. And we start laughing. Atif has 2 sisters and 1 brother. He was the 3rd in family and had one youger sister, who is 18+ not sure! In the afternoon, I told atif about Khurram and he said nothing. He was listeningto me and I was keep talking and talking. At the end he said, I have nevr liked a girl but you. I looked in his eyes and There I see my dad coming. Sadaf was with me, which was really nice. And my dad as always start talking to him and they both walked away! He looked behing 2 times and I don’t know!!! I didn’t say anything to anyone! Went home and was in bed around 7pm. When we were eating Dinner, Atif was right in front of me sitting right next to his dad and I was sitting with my dad and on the otherside was my Sadaf. I was never close to my mom. But I love my mom to death. I looked at my dad and then at Atif. and then start eating my dinner. The food Atif’s mom made was spicy and hot, So, I couldn’t eat much. Had some white rice and water and told Sadaf and take me to bed. Me and Sadaf went in the room and after some time, Atif came to the room and said if he could talkto me in private. Sadaf was about to leave and I said no. And he left the room! Around 11:115pm he came again and I was in room by my self, He was sitting far from me and he said, I really like you and I have no comments for you about Khurram. He has never contact you and If you love someone from your heart, they are always with you. And I feel the same way for you. I want to be with you. And I just said, I have to think about that. I need some time. and he left a really beautiful braclet on the table. I had this braclet 1 day ago and still thinking about him.
I am still thinking, If Khurram is my choice of Mathew or Atif? We are leaving this place on Thursday next week. Until my ankle gets better.
Now I leave my choice to my dad, If he like Atif or someone else, I don’t care! As long as he is educated, nice and respect me and my feelings!
I have never seen Khurram. MATHEW no way bcoz he is my best friend. Atif, Maybe or may not! I don’t want to talk to my dad and
mom to ruin everyone els’ vacation. So, I thought I should ask someone who has in love with a stranger, what would you do?
It’s a reall story of my life and I need someone’s suggestion! What should I do! Should I say no to Atif or what! I have not lived in that placed before and it is fun to visit but not to live! If I say Yes to Atif, will he leave his family and come with me to USA? I can’t sleep and I’m keep think what should I do. Sadaf is encourging Atif to be with me all the time but now it is getting weird. Why don’t he ask Sadaf to go out with him! Why me! I am already broken heart from Khurram. Now how can I trust and love someone else! What should I do!
Any Suggestions!!!!
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chab gai dharti chab gai log
u just do 1thing marry ur childhood frnd bcoz i m also planning to do that.